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2011-12-24T21:38:00.000-08:00

slavemother

2011-12-24T21:05:00.000-08:00

2011-07-29T10:54:00.000-07:00

Glowing

2011-07-29T10:51:00.001-07:00

Growing

2011-07-29T10:50:00.000-07:00

The Unspeaking Mouth

2011-07-29T10:43:00.001-07:00

The Firmament - A Cracked Mirror

2011-07-29T10:25:00.000-07:00

I Saw You (The Little Death)

2011-07-10T22:50:00.000-07:00

Forked Tongue/ By Lengual

2011-06-29T10:23:00.001-07:00

Good Mourning/Buenos Dios

2011-06-22T14:34:00.000-07:00

2011-06-22T14:30:00.000-07:00

Life

2011-05-17T22:36:00.000-07:00

The dark one drains the earth of impurities. The light forces life from the dead. Black is the color of fear. The seed of man gleams white. Nighttime brings danger, death, and despair. You must hide with a knife, by a fire burning high. All you can see is nothing and unknown, straight ahead, for all eternity, far past the end of your life.

2011-05-05T17:22:00.000-07:00

Projection//Reflection

2011-05-05T17:20:00.001-07:00

Infinite Anthropomorphic Transference

Inherent Disillusionment Abhorrent Companionship

The way, the truth, the light

Wand'rings of the Inward Caverns and Planes

2011-05-05T17:18:00.001-07:00

The Rejection of the Covenant by the Wanderer Among Slaves

2011-04-15T20:22:00.000-07:00

Forsaken. And defiant.

I defy the commandment of haSem.

Yodh, He, Wah, He

The covenant between Adonai and Adam
Does not concern those who are not man
I descend from antagonism
I came from the earth, wandering
I am born of which refuse to bow

and only heed the chaotic indifference of the cosmos

which dictates

SOLVE ET COAGULA

Birth within Death within Sex

2011-04-13T13:08:00.000-07:00

2011-04-13T13:07:00.001-07:00

2011-04-13T13:07:00.000-07:00

Behold! The Crucifix

2011-03-28T01:45:00.001-07:00

2011-03-28T01:32:00.000-07:00

2011-03-01T13:00:00.001-08:00

2011-01-27T16:20:00.001-08:00

2010-11-18T22:39:00.001-08:00

That Which Is Written

2010-11-08T21:02:00.000-08:00

The Hessianistic prophecy. 20 pages. Limited to 33 copies.

Hessiah [at] yahoo.com for ordering information

Coming for You

2010-11-07T19:35:00.000-08:00

Raise up the object of your adoration t'wards the sky. Make it known by procession. If it worthy, would be unnecessary.

Your God, an object. Flesh. Animal. Bone, meat, tooth, and hair.

You worship a thing.

We worship action.

Piglets suckling at a dead sow. Little nourishment is gleaned. Your teeth will fall out before they grow sharp.

Our canoes-daggers penetrating your shore.

We are the animals.

We take home trinkets. Nothing more than decorations in the halls of eternity.

Encaged without Freedom to Fly

2010-10-11T11:19:00.000-07:00

Encaged without freedom to fly; exposed by day so that longings might be sated by sight of the sky; covered by night for safety and respite from lonely fear. Ample space for wingspan; a beak with which to sing.

Ash

2010-10-11T10:55:00.000-07:00

Smoldering remains
brooding upon injurious pains
sine tortura et extra locum torturae

Ash

From flame, mountain, air
from ev'ry gasp and sigh
cirvulates in our hearts
culminates in the sky

Ash

Emerging presence
unto the heavens riseth and swelleth
blinding, billowing,
creature repentless

Ash

Tallow

2010-10-11T08:01:00.001-07:00

Collect mine drippings.
Make a pudding
downed with a hearty dram.

May my hard fats
please your pallet,
make a stronger man.

We both are tallow
to the God hallowed
keep his flame from flicking
grievous living quickly wicking

Burnt to naught but nub
heat hovers above
For a moment in the dark,
lighted, stand, stiff and stark
grievous scene displayed
churl engulfed in flames

My suet to soot
To warm thy foot,
gentle family and hearth.
Flesh curls and cracks,
bones blacken and snap.
I am leaving Earth.

Wick

2010-10-08T10:05:00.000-07:00

Longing for the garrote
snuffers in thyre hilts
hear no song of mourning
as the kindl'ng grasses wilt.

Ev'ry vile claim expounded
each knobby finger raised
claws stripped away mine bodice
mine life of all its days.

Thou shalt not suffer me to live
for I abhor the Lord
for lyblac and morthdaeds
this candle burns no more

I cast mine eyes to the sky
whilst smoke obscure mine sight
as the flames engulf my pith
bright blue turns black as night.

Flint

2010-08-21T15:54:00.000-07:00

Two stones together
at odds with each other

without which all is cold

Two disparate bodies
hurled together in darkness

naught but growing old

Friction is necessary for life
If there is no hope,
all we can do,
is wait for the

light,
light,
light.

The Ultimate Patriarch

2010-06-23T12:31:00.000-07:00

"Woe unto them that desires the day of Yahweh! What do you look for from the day of Yahweh? It will be darkness and not light."
-Amos 5:18

"I create the light; I create the darkness": so boasts the God Yahweh (Isaiah 45:7).
We are accustomed to thinking of Yahweh in his creative aspects, but let us now consider his shadow.
When the Israelites invaded Canaan, Joshua "captured the city [of Hazor] and put its king to death with the sword. [The Israelites] killed every living thing in it, and wiped them all out; the spared nothing that drew breath and Hazor itself they destroyed by fire." . . . "It was the Lord's purpose that they should offer an obstinate resistance to the Israelites in battle, and that thus they should be annihilated without mercy and utterly destroyed." Yahweh ordered the conquest of Canaan, he then caused the Canaanites to resist, and he finally ordained their utter ruin at the hand of his chosen people. Few gods of Egypt, Babylonia, or Canaan itself were so ruthless.
And to the Israelites themselves Yahweh was scarcely more kind. When one among them had kept some of the spoil from a captured city for himself rather than giving it to Yahweh (in care of his priests), Yahweh punished the children of Israel, causing them to be defeated at the hands of the Canaanites. Joshua asked Yahweh what was to be done, and the God replied that Joshua was to discover the culprit. Lots were cast, by which the God's mind could be made manifest. The lot fell upon Achan. Achan confessed, and the Israelites took him up to the Vale of Anchor, where they stoned him to death. And "the Lord's anger was abated."
The shadow of the God appears even more clearly in Exodus 4:24-26, where the God seeks to murder Moses on his journey back to Egypt from Midian: "During the journey, while they were encamped for the night, the Lord met Moses, meaning to kill him, but Zipporah picked up a sharp flint, cut off her son's foreskin, and touched him with it, saying, 'You are my blood-bridegroom.' So the Lord let Moses alone."

-Jeffrey Burton Russell

The Anointed King

2010-06-23T12:22:00.000-07:00

"He was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed"
-Isaiah 53:5

1895-2008

2010-02-17T17:48:00.001-08:00

Stood a century unbesmirched.

4000 miles and spreading. . .

Dies Cinerum

2010-02-17T16:16:00.000-08:00

"Wherefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes." Job 42:6

Each season those who don the mark grow fewer, and not a thread of sackcloth amongst them. Have the hordes become aware of the perversion of penitence or merely consumed with malaise? Compulsory repentance, how honest - only one meal permitted. No meat. What punishment bestowed upon the chosen people, that they may partake in superficial poverty for a few measly hours upon this physical plane while the wretched heave and claw fruitlessly under the boot of the ultimate patriarch? In the realm of murderous gluttons to abstain from the taste of flesh for a day is noble; to abstain for a lifetime is pederasty.

Remember, O man, that you are dust, and unto dust you shall return.
—Genesis 3:19

2010-02-08T20:31:00.001-08:00

2010-02-02T01:46:00.000-08:00

metalair

2010-02-01T16:42:00.000-08:00

waiting

maleficent projection erected of stone slowly vibrating

outpost upon the utmost plane

a lone lucidity remains

familial hearth extinguish'd

internal flint lies cold

Dies Natalis Solis Invicti

2009-12-25T01:40:00.000-08:00

The hour shifts. Advent hath left us now in the moment of Cristes mæsse. Blind Christian fervor peaks among the hordes. Christmastide hath begun, the liturgical year completed, the Feast of Epiphany, the anniversary of the visitation of the biblical magi to the nativity and the manifestation of Christ to the gentiles looms ever near. Prizes are not borne by Sinterklaas, not by the Christkindl, but from sheep to sheep, and the flock is distracted and weaker thus. Unbeknownst among each wassailer a dark force lingers; the dim ceremonies of our ancestors are repeated indefatigably. Adoption and worship of trees, the mysterious forests, nature, all which retains life despite the desolation of winter from branches and leaves of mistletoe, holly and the like, brought into the dwellings and adorned upon the hearth to the warmth of human embrace, the pervading darkness of the three longest nights of the solar calendar, the rebirth and slow ascension of the sun, the revelry, the drunkenness, the birth of the unconquered one, the birth of mithra, the birth of all northern gods of old, the celebration of all life amidst Earth’s cruelest gasp and still they have lost their way. All have been appropriated for the God Son. The holly once celebrated the strength and eternity of life on earth now hopes to repel witches and pagans - for the leaves became thorns, the berries are blood. While the flock is thusly occupied, the yule goat remains among them. As it is customary, the goat will be sacrificed. As it is decreed, the goat will resurrect. Just as Tanngrisnir and Tanngnjóstr offer their lives each night to provide Thor with meat, so the yule goat must burn to sustain the dark one through the season.

I will turn your scarlet thread white

2009-12-18T00:36:00.000-08:00

" The whole earth has been corrupted through the works that were taught by Azazel: to him ascribe all sin. ”

— 1 Enoch 10:8

The Pact of Urbain Grandier

2009-12-17T22:50:00.000-08:00

mlE ntvL bbzlB ntS entvuj rfcL snetpp soN
tcap tpecca smebah eidh qsila toratsA qta
mecillop ciuh te .e sibon iuq rdnarG brU siredeof
. po te pulov noh nom suced munigriv merolf lum meroma
lemes terffo sboN .re arac illi teirbe oudirt bacinrof
te ealccE as baclucoc sdep bus gis gas ona ni
xilef giv na teviv tcap q ;ture suispi tagor sbon
.D delam son tni aetsop nev te moh art ni
mead ssoc tni fni ni tcaF
sanataS bubezleB rfcL
imilE nahtaiveL htoratsA
mod pcnirp mead te baid gam sop giS
tprcs htrblB

-Deciphered-

We, the influential Lucifer, the young Satan, Beelzebub, Leviathan, Elimi,
and Astaroth, together with others, have today accepted the covenant pact
of Urbain Grandier, who is ours. And him do we promise the love of women, the flower of virgins, the respect of monarchs, honors, lusts and powers. He will go whoring three days long; the carousal will be dear to him. He offers us once in the year a seal of blood, under the feet he will trample the holy things of the church and he will ask us many questions; with this pact he will live twenty years happy on the earth of men, and will later join us to sin against God.
Bound in hell, in the council of demons.
Lucifer Beelzebub Satan
Astaroth Leviathan Elimi
The seals placed the Devil, the master, and the demons, princes of the lord.
Baalberith, writer.

CASTRATION OF THE GODCOCK

2009-09-15T12:29:00.000-07:00

Castration of the Godcock

Overlord of light, destroying my life
Appealing to the masses with tales of wrong and right
Humanicidal king, whose supreme thorny ring
Sacrificed for sins but did not redeem
The apocalyptic flood, an endless sea of blood
A questionable covenant we cannot refund
A hateful god’s ardor made a race of sinful martyrs
That died in defiance of their selfish creator
That died for the disgusting, died for the perverse,
Died for what’s wrong in an absolutist universe
Refused to kneel at the altar of the prick
Pagans wage war on the phallocentric
The rule of the godcock will be destroyed
When we castrate our minds with satan’s sword
The dark master enforces only freedom
A king with no law, tribute, nor kingdom
The fiefdom he requires is paid in pain
Human suffering, the fuel for all king’s reign
This pain is known, there is no deceit
No accompanying guilt, shame, or conceit
Worship of perfection is eternal derision
I am the Moyle in this satanic circumcision
Hessiah has come to relieve this race
Swathed in riches, mired in grace
these panegyrics are not made to convert
the word of god is imbecile’s work
accessible to all, understood by few
creating an illusion known as the truth
the literature of Satan is more refined
most are not made to grasp the divine

digital evidence of mythical perturbations

2009-09-09T01:05:00.000-07:00

.:.HOLY MESSENGERS CAST OUT WICKED PAGAN REVELLERS AND HOMOSEXUALS.:.

.:.THE UNNAMED WIFE OF LOT TRANSUBSTANTIATED FOR HER DISOBEDIENCE TO HER PATRIARCH.:.

.:.HAVING NO MORTAL BEINGS TO CORRUPT THE VOICE OF TEMPTATION IS ENSHROUDED IN LIGHT.:.

.:.THE SOVEREIGN GODHEAD REIGNS TO THIS DAY.:.

each breath, a sin

2009-09-07T16:24:00.000-07:00

Viaticum

2009-09-01T14:36:00.001-07:00

Two chugged tall cans and a bar of vicodin under the tongue
Self administered

intermission: plausible

2009-09-01T13:31:00.000-07:00

Prophetic Impulse, Magisterium, Veritates Catolicae

2009-08-10T03:17:00.000-07:00

I AM HE WHO BLOWS; HE WHO MAKES FALL; HE WHO IS HE; I AM THAT I AM; THE GOD OF PATRIARCHS; REMOVE THY SANDALS FOR THIS IS HOLY GROUND; I SHALL OFFER MY SON ON GOLGOTHA AS YOU WILL OFFER YOURS ON MORIAH, AT THE SITE THAT WILL BECOME ARAUNAH'S THRESHING FLOOR, SOLOMON'S TEMPLE AND DAVID'S ALTAR; THE LAND WILL BE YOURS AND YOUR SEED WILL BE THE DUST OF THE EARTH; YOUR DESCENDANTS WILL BE STRANGERS IN A COUNTRY NOT THEIR OWN, AND THEY WILL BE ENSLAVED AND MISTREATED FOUR HUNDRED YEARS

unearthed

2009-07-29T02:10:00.001-07:00

Transmission

2009-01-20T04:08:00.000-08:00

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D I S T R A C T I O N S

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I N T E R M I S S I O N

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unknown dungeon

2009-01-08T00:24:00.001-08:00

holiday/communion

2009-01-08T00:21:00.001-08:00

alone

2009-01-08T00:17:00.000-08:00

meat

2009-01-08T00:13:00.001-08:00

worship

2009-01-07T23:29:00.000-08:00

12 haikus about graffiti

2009-01-07T23:06:00.000-08:00

where the fuck do you think you're going

2009-01-07T22:38:00.000-08:00

paintings

2008-12-12T22:06:00.000-08:00

I google myself

2008-11-25T11:06:00.001-08:00

Wasn't Abused, Not Discriminatory

2008-11-25T11:03:00.000-08:00